Its about "someone"..

assalamualaikum..
in my entry this time i would like to wrote something about "someone"..
he cheer up my day..
he always makes me happy..
he always be with me when im sad..
he always care about me..
and the important thing is i love him so much before..
why i said "before" is because he was no longer with me..
theres nothing between us even as fren..
i dont know why..
maybe he still could not accept what had happen between us..
and maybe he never expect that i will leave her alone..
theres many reason why i do this..
but things already happen..
me,myself and him could not change the situation as before..
and thing would not be the same as before..
many sweet memories between me and him..
we have been together for 5years!!!
its a long time for the relationship to happen..
every day and nite i'll keep in touch with him..
its hard for me to be far from him even a second..
but i have to make the decision and leave him..
all i think is about our future..
i can feel that we could not be together and when it comes to a time i have to leave him..
maybe i coldnt let him go at that time..
so,to make things become simple,i leave him now..
even though, in my heart still have LOVE for him..
its hard for me to forget him..
all the things i've done remind me of him..
my days turns up and down without him..
i dont know what to do..
im getting confuse with my feelings..
oh God,guide me in wutever i do..
i hope that i do not make a wrong decision..