surprise..SURPRISE..surprise..@ WAKENABEB!!

korg pnah x dpt a big n meaningful surprise from ur beloved one??

haha..aku dh pnah..n its really sweet!! ^_^

thanx to mr. S for ur surprises!! haha..byk sgt surprise..so,aku tmbah la "s"..

okey..first surprise that he did 2 me when i was in UPM..i never thought that he gonna come..
yela kn..he was staying in Kedah..impossible la dia nk dtg..dh la jauh plak 2..hehe..but to show his truly love to me..dia dtg gk..juz to make me happy..n since ktorg dh lma xjmpa.. hehe.. =)

cita dia ceni..actually, i was planning with my bff to hang out together after exam..konon nk release tension la jwb exam yg ntah pape ntah..gle2 tough..huhu..but not all of them could make it..only ema je yg sudi kuar..yg laen bz ngn hal msing2..its ok,dear..huhu..

aku pn plan la ngn ema nk g shopping kt Sogo..since Sogo slalu ada sale..hehe..
aku bgtau la kt my mr.S psal aku nk kuar ngn ema that weekend..dia pn bg green light..
siap pesan2 g kuar elok2..take care sgala..dia pn mntak maaf coz xleh nk teman aku shopping..
its ok..

on that morning aku pn msg la ema..

fatin: ema,ko dh bgn tdo blom?
ema: dh, aku br nk g mandi..
fatin: ok,aku pn..japg dh siap msg eh..
ema: ok2..

after half an hour..
ema: weh, aku dh siap..aku nk g blik membe aku jap kt L3..ko trun la dlu..tnggu kt cafe..
fatin: ok2..

aku pn jln la g kt cafe..on my way to cafe..jmpa ngn ckin..one of my bff gk..aku pn smbang2 ngn dia jap..smpai je kt cafe..aku nmpak membe mr.S..apek..he was with his gf..tegur la dia bwat2 ramah..hehe..tp dlm ati.."jelesnya..dia bley je dating ngn gf..aku neyh xleh pn..=("

tba2 je..
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SURPRISE!!!!
hahaha..guess who was in front of me????!!!
haha..mr.S!!!
he was here!!! ^_^

aku cm xcya je ape yg aku nmpak..tkejut+gumbira+terharu+bla3..
prasaan brcampur baur..thanx to ema n ckin..coz brjaya kenakan aku..
hahaha.. WAKENABEB!!!

My Heart Blooming Like a Flower =)

thank God i still have u..
u seems to cherish my days n nytes..
there's no longer sorrow n loneliness in me since u present...
n i PROMISE i will never let u go anymore..
wanna hold u tight in my arm..4ever!!!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!!

::perfume de toilette::

hello,guys!
I nk share ngn u all guys psal one of d perfume..
I mmg admire gle r ngn perfume neyh..
sdap gle bau dia..
mengancam!! haha..
if u all guys nk tau I dh ada byk perfume dh..
perfume yg ada 2 pn xabis pkai g..
xpe la,xksah la..I still nk jgak perfume neyh..
em,xde sesape nk adiahkn kt I ke?
huhu..xpe la..I bli sniri la..lgpn I xksah sgt abiskn duit kt brg yg I ske..
hehe..tp kna cpat coz voucher discount yg I dpt 2 valid till 4th of April je..
hopefully smpat..Amin..
LOVE etc!!! wait 4 me!!!
hehe..k la,2 je kot nk cite..
chow!!

::SuddEnLy HanG OuT::

Hello,guys!!
lame dh x update blog..hehe..
bz skit la skrg neyh..
mcm2 hal nk kna setle..huhu..
em,bz2 pn aku smpat kuar smlm..
2 pn "suddenly"...hahaha..
dh la dgn pkai bju kurung..tp aku xksah pn..
aku kuar gk..hehe..
mcm klakar je..
em,aku kuar with all my bestie: sha,ema,shikin n fel..
ktorg kuar MINES je..mule2 ema sorg je yg nk kuar..
last2 smua nk ngikot..
cbuk jer..hehe..xpela..dh lma kot x hang out sesame..
yg lawaknya ble kuar aku plak yg trlebih bli brg..
shoping sakan..hahaha..melampau..
org laen bli brg skit je..
aku pnya brg xckup tgn nk bwak..
hmm..ema n ckin pose..
ktorg teman diorg brbuke kt kdai mamak luar MINES..
em,sje je nk mkn kt si2..dh bosan mkn fast food..
ktorg dh la ada meeting mlm 2 kul9..
mmg rushing gle la..hahaha..takot xsmpat nk attend meeting..
gle ah..mcm desperate nk kuar je..
ktorg naek cab blik kolej..
yg happeningnye dlm cab 2 ada tv..
ktorg melalak karaoke dlm 2..mcm org gile..
driver taxi 2 bengang je ngn ktorg..tp bwat muke cool..hehehe..
pity him..lagu yg dinyanyikan..
"antara gadis"..huhu..
lagu 2 pn driver 2 yg sruh pilih n nyanyi..
maybe smua passengers dia gadis2 yg cantik kot..
hehe..oh,well..=)

tgah bratur nk byar kt kdai mamak...haha

with my lovely sha...

with my lovely ema...

Do I Still HAve U???

Do I still have u in my day??

Do I still have u during my nite??

Do I still have u to cherish up my day??

Do I still have u to cry on??

Do I still have u to tell what i feel inside??

Do I still have u??

If it is happen..
If U still with me..
The days and nite will not be any longer..
My dreams will not be any dull without u..
My heart will not keep on saying ur name..BUT....................... it is not going to happen.........=(

Its about "someone"..

assalamualaikum..
in my entry this time i would like to wrote something about "someone"..
he cheer up my day..
he always makes me happy..
he always be with me when im sad..
he always care about me..
and the important thing is i love him so much before..
why i said "before" is because he was no longer with me..
theres nothing between us even as fren..
i dont know why..
maybe he still could not accept what had happen between us..
and maybe he never expect that i will leave her alone..
theres many reason why i do this..
but things already happen..
me,myself and him could not change the situation as before..
and thing would not be the same as before..
many sweet memories between me and him..
we have been together for 5years!!!
its a long time for the relationship to happen..
every day and nite i'll keep in touch with him..
its hard for me to be far from him even a second..
but i have to make the decision and leave him..
all i think is about our future..
i can feel that we could not be together and when it comes to a time i have to leave him..
maybe i coldnt let him go at that time..
so,to make things become simple,i leave him now..
even though, in my heart still have LOVE for him..
its hard for me to forget him..
all the things i've done remind me of him..
my days turns up and down without him..
i dont know what to do..
im getting confuse with my feelings..
oh God,guide me in wutever i do..
i hope that i do not make a wrong decision..

KaTak Oh KaTak +_+

lama aku xpost entry bru..
hmm,aku xtau la ape naseb aku arini..
pg2 lg dh jmpa katak..
mmg bengong la..tkejut berok aku..
mula2 aku xprasan g katak 2 dlm bkas mandi aku..
tp td time aku nk amik brus gigi aku terpandang smthing yg kaler ijau..
tp aku xsure ape bnda 2..aku kn rabun..
ble tgk btol2..bru aku prasan yg 2 KATAK!!!!!
ee,geli kot!! katak 2 kecik je..
kaler ijau..foot web(haha..student bio la katakn..smua tgk)

haha..lbeyh kurg ceni la rupa katak 2..
aku dh mnggelabah gle dh time 2..xtau nk watpe..
membe aku plak bley jerit je..bkn nk tlg..
haih,aku pn amik la bkas 2 g cmpak kt luar..
katak 2 kuar n trus lmpat2..
geli gle..mane ntah dtg katak 2..
sbar jela..
hmm,2 jela entry aku kali neyh..
sekian,wassalam..

fiGht fOr fuTuRe!!!!

argghhh!!!
arini adalah ari yg malang bg aku...
xsuka3!!
pg2 lg dh malang..td time naek bus dh la aku terhantuk kt siling bus...
pas2 nk turun plak mcm nk tersadung..
haih,2x malu..
aku p klaih awai coz nk mintak sign dr hisham...
tp malangnya dia plak xda..
pas2 p klaih plant fisio..
dpt tau plak result test1..
hmm,MENGECEWAKAN..
org laen rmai ja dpt 100%..
aku neyh xbley nk dpt cm2..
ish,apa la nk jd..
lpas klaih aku rushing p pjabat pos..
poskn adiah kt org 2..
pnat kot..
dahla panaih terik..
tp,xpa..aku xkesah pn..
p klaih genetik plak..
msok plak lewat 15minit..
hurm,lecturer tgk plek ja..
dpt satu lg brita xbaek..
aku kn jmpa lecturer after klas..pasepa?????
hahahaha..
FAIL la weyh!!!
padan la muka aku..
stdy last minute g..
hahaha..
tp,alhamdulillah aku dh dpt supervisor..
pnat aku cari..akhirnya dpt gk..
rezeki aku kot..=)
tp,aku xleh nk maen2 dh pasni..
kna ada hala tuju sniri..
PULUN FATIN PULUN!!!!

"Aku inGin bErciNta"

bismillahirahmanirahim..
dlm post kali neyh aku nk brcerita tntangCINTA..
first,cinta ada 3 kategori..
CINTA biasa..
CINTA akal..
CINTA nafsu..
CINTA biasa adalah cinta yg tanpa persediaan..
CINTA akal adalah cinta yg tidak nyata..
CINTA nafsu adalah cinta yg mengundang dosa dan kemurkaan Allah..
hmm..
pas2 aku nk state kt sini jd lah org yg slalu memberi kerana org yg memberi lebih mulia dan bahagia hidupnya dr org yg menerima..
sbb pe???
em,sbbnya bla kta bg smthng kt org 2..
org 2 hapy n bahagia sgt dgn pmberian kta..
so, kta pn mesti la akan rsa hapy gk kn??
konsepnya sama la gk mcm CINTA..
kita akan rsa bahagia bla kita memberi CINTA kita pd seseorg 2 n dia pn bahagia..
em,pas2 pasalJODOH..
jodoh ibarat jambatan bwat kita..
kita xperlu risau sekiranya jodoh kita blom ada..
sbbnya,prjlanan kita masih jauh atas jmbatan 2..
klau pnjang jmbatan 2,maka jodoh seseorg 2 mungkin akan lewat sikit..
sbb 2 la ada org yg kawin cpat,ada yg kawin lewat..
smuanya brgantung pd jambatan kita..
so,xpyah la risau sgt..

::saya budak baru belajar::

huhu..

skema btol title post aku kali neyh..

yela,org laen dh berzaman dh ada blog..

aku bru nk bwat..

hahahaha..

lawak la..

bkn ape..

sje je suke suki..

nk menghabiskan masa terluang!!!

haha..

btol ke??

ke nk melalaikan aku je???

hmm..

hopefully,x..

ok la..

2 je kot aku nk tulis..

anyway,welcome 2 my blog!! =)